Peter J.T. Langdon
"Life may not be the party we'd hoped for, but we may as well learn to dance..."
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What I'd like in a woman? O.o
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A lot of people have told me lately I should make a list of the ideal qualities I’d like in a woman; problem is, I’ve never been incredibly good at figuring what those are and never made a list of the qualities I think would mesh well with me. I’ve never felt I can justify even wanting particular qualities. I’m learning to, though.
There have been women in my life I’ve wanted. I don’t mean just physically; I mean I’ve loved so many things about them and felt that I wanted them as part of my life for the long term, been willing to bend and break to make things work. One woman in particular made me feel this the strongest, and still does, though things didn’t work out for that to be so, at least for now if at all. Some was lack of communication; I never knew how to say wat I needed and wanted, and held my tongue because I just didn’t feel it was right for me to even say some things.
I also understand that what we want and what we chose are often two different things; compromise is part of life, like it or not. But, if I could just create my own version of the “perfect woman”, which of course we all no doesn’t exist (neither does the perfect man), what would I want?
Well, here’s something, then. This is not a ‘must have’ list, but an ‘it would be awesome if’ list. Please don’t take it too terribly seriously; it was hard enough for me to even bother making it. It’s also not complete, and will likely grow and/or change as time goes on.
- wants to be a part of my life, not have me build a life around her, and is willing to wait for me to build that life before asking to become a major part of it
- enjoys having me read to her, regardless of what it is, and loves to fall asleep against me each night while I read to her
- likes to read magazine/newspaper articles to me that we both find interesting, and doesn’t mind repeating parts for me or having me following along from over her shoulder as she reads out loud, knowing I do that because of my LDs and not just to be rude
- likes to lay against me sometimes while I play video games and either read a book/magazine or even watch me play, and might even help by offering suggestions or reading players guides when I get stuck once in a while
- plays video games with me sometimes, especially MMO games, but plays at the same speed I do and doesn’t rush ahead of me. Loves L2 or is willing to try it and understands my passion for it, even if after trying it she doesn’t enjoy it as much as other games
- loves D&D/role playing, and enjoys having me GM; understands it’s just a game and doesn’t get angry because of what happens in-game or bring out-of-game issues with other people in-game
- loves to watch me sword fight, has her own opinions on the sport and it’s politics, encourages me in my learning and teaching of it, and might even get into the A&S of the SCA
- loves to cuddle, but won’t guilt-trip me into cuddling when I’m too hyper or don’t feel like it
- loves to hear me sing, encourages me to when I randomly start singing around the house and always encourages me to sing the whole song beginning to end instead of interrupting me half way through, but doesn’t push me *too* hard when I just want to sing a couple lines
- will be my partner and equal, not insisting that she or I be the “alpha” in the relationship; won’t be constantly competing for dominance or “taking over”. Love shouldn’t be a fight or competition for dominance. There doesn’t *have* to always be one alpha and one beta. Love is a partnership, a team effort; we work together, compromise as needed and take turns as needed. If you think that you have to be dominant just because I’m not being so at the moment, then you have some issues you need to fix
- understands that though money is important for living, it’s not worth fretting too much over. Money has it’s uses, but being without is not the end of the world
- loves to go to karaoke with me, even just to watch and encourage me. Also likes how I dance and likes to go dancing with me
- if/when living together: feels that having her own possessions is important, but views helping good friends is more important than weather I’ve asked her first for her permission to help our friends with her stuff; everything has a ‘single owner’, but while together it’s not as important what’s ‘yours’ or ‘mine’
- likes to play wrestle sometimes, but doesn’t care if we don’t get terribly rough
- likes to have evenings where we have friends gather either at a bar/pub or at our house for an evening of socializing, over movies, board games, etc.; just an excuse to enjoy the company of our close friends and not be isolationistic and anti-social
- likes to experiment sexually, even in little ways. Wants to help me explore my sexuality in little ways. Is willing to try slightly less usual things, like sex in a public place, etc.
- has a darker, seductive side sometimes
- loves the stories I write has stories of her own, and even collaborates on some with me
- loves Sci-Fi and/or Fantasy; enjoys watching various series/movies on DVD, sometimes as
short marathons
- loves listening to lots of different kinds of music
- understands that I am a bit scatter brained, and that I get worse when I’m stressed; doesn’t hold that against me all the time, either, and is willing to help me de-stress when I start getting overly scatter brained
- likes it when I comment on how attractive she is, or how she turns me on even when she’s not trying, and compliments me in a similar fashion.
- if/when living together and my store is open, knows that running a business takes a lot of my brain, and is willing to help look after the home finances, but won’t “take over” and be a financial dictator
All I want for christmas
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MY f*cking education, and mine alone.
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Because I'm sick of being looked down on because I "don't know what I'm talking about" and because I haven't completed school. All my closest friends have gone to university or are going to university; heck, my uncle is finishing a PhD for crying out loud!! I'm sick of not making a decision because I'm thinking too much of what other people think I should do, or because it's something I think I might be good at; I want this, because it's something I WANT, not because I think it will give me a steady job or because I think it's "fun". I know I can do this, I've been doing it already for the last 5 F*CKING years with my business plan. I may as well get a f*cking diploma out of it, too, and maybe even a fucking PhD! With this under my belt, maybe the CFDC will take me a hell of a lot more seriously,; hell, maybe everyone will. I'll be able to hang the diploma on the wall and say with pride, "Hell yes, I F*CKING KNOW what the hell I'm talking about!!"
Korona Reborn L2 and DrunkenL2
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As for DrunkenL2, Things are going not too bad there, but they could be a hell of a lot smoother. The oldschool clan was finally banned, every last one of them. Good riddance. They've caused more problems than they were worth right from the day they got to DL2. Homero is doing his usual kick-ass job on getting the Kamael software working on the test server, and all the staff is bending over backwards to help with the testing. The custom Elpy Event that I created and Homero wrote the code for ended up being a disaster last October, because I wasn't able to test anything very well due to real life getting in the way, and DrunkenDave & Beowolf went ahead and threw it on there anyways; not only did the Elpies not work properly, they were placed in the wrong places, well out of the way of players. And yet Those guys have left them up for the last few months... O.o... More often than I'd like, those guys don't make any sense to me. So I'm going to recommend that all the custom Elpies and the Rakoln NPC be removed from the server, and do some re-writing of them myself as well as recommend a new event idea I came up with. Once the Kamael changes are working, I'll submit the new Elpy event format changes.
Duke Nukem Forever? O.o
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Okay, this game was the original reason the term Vaporware was created. It was supposed to be released over 10 years ago in 1997. 3DRealms has been promising this game the whole time with little to show for it. Will we finally see the Dukester one last time? Or will this be yet another false promise by 3DRealms? *pff* I'll beloeve it when it hits the shelves, myself...
Yup, still kinda stupid...
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So I've been sick for a while. Almost a month and a half, really. It got pretty bad there, but I figured I could handle it and I wasn't that bad. I figured I was just hungry, because I'd pretty much ran out of money and most of my food around the first week of November, so I was trying to make what little I had stretch. Kelly moved in without any issues in the last week of November, which I was thankful for. He helped me clean a bit and work through some things that have been mulling in my head a while. Mentally and emotionally, I feel a lot better. Then he tells me the whites of my eyes and skin are going yellow.
Yellow? That's not a good sign at all. Turns out I had a mild case of Jaundice, caused by massive malnutrition. So much for being able to handle it by myself. At least ,y health really was as sh#tty as I'd felt. So Kelly kicked my a$$ and made me actually eat. I'm a lot better, and the Jaundice symptoms are pretty much gone.So things are slowly picking up again, Yule is coming up in a day or two, and I'm feeling pretty good about life. I did my budget, and I'll be able to start paying my debts finally and maybe even get a Christmas present or two. I just hope I can get my voice to clear up enough to sing at Yule lol.
My IMVU General RPing Character info ^_^
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Name: Tavis MacRaith
Nicknames/titles: Tavis, Tav, JT, Bard, The Seeker
Age: Unknown (appears in mid to late 20s)
Height: 6'4"
Race: Varies (Usually appears as human or feline sapien)
Powers: Unknown
Alignment (using the D&D 3.5 system): Chaotic Neutral / Chaotic Good
Favorite Quotes: (list is too long to post)
Personal Theme Song: Session by Linkin Park
Tavis MacRaith is an enigma. Appearing as a Bard, he travels through various lands, often stopping at the Red Dragon as he passes through the region. Formerly a Prince in a not-to-distant Kingdom that was recently ravaged in events unknown, he has left his throne in the hands of a steward, after helping to rebuild the kingdoms defenses, while he wanders on a personal quest of which the details are unknown. His often youthful demeanor often masks wisdom well beyond his apparent age, and is known to quote words of wisdom from sages throughout the ages. Though he appears young, he is actually very old, possibly a few hundred thousand years or more, and his true age is currently unknown.
The extent of Tavis's abilities has never been accurately measured. He possesses some magics, though he does not employ them often, and so the full extent of his abilities is almost entirely unknown. he is suspected of being an empath and possibly a telepath, as well as may hold some healing magics. He may possess defensive and destructive magics, but none have been accurately reported by any witnesses.
Tavis is the current holder of the title of "The Seeker of Truth", and as is known, once called as The Seeker only death can end this calling; recently, though he apparently has temporarily set aside his "official" duties and position for reasons unknown. As far as is known he still wields the Sword of Truth, though none have seen him actually carry it for some time. It is suspected he may have placed it in a safe or sacred place until such time as he feels ready to wield it once again, but there has been no proof to this extent. He has been known to speak High Elven from time to time, but has yet to master that language.
Tavis has a high respect for bards, and a great love of music of all kinds. He seems to treat music as a language of it's own, and will often buy drinks for bards that show some aptitude. He has been known to be generous, though none have seen him act in anger (none that can report of it, anyways). He seems generally good natured, and always enjoys intelligent conversation. Though he can be quite patient with people in general, he does not have as much respect for those that show arrogant ignorance. He abhors fighting out of anger, but is a capable fighter when necessary. He respects warriors and swordplay as an art form, but loathes violence and avoids combat if possible.
His romantic life is something he has been keeping close to himself of late. Few know where his heart and loyalties lie, but they definitely belong to someone. He shows a high respect for people in general, and tends to get thoughtful and a bit quieter whenever romance or love enter the conversation. He has a low tolerance for men who treat women disrespectfully, but also a low tolerance for those who forcefully meddle in the affairs of others when such meddling is not asked for.
Tavis's knowledge of the mystical realms can be quite extensive, and his knowledge of related alcoholic beverages also somewhat extensive. His travels have taken him to worlds such as Krynn, Faerun, Eberron, Aden, Elmore, Azeroth, Cyrrodil, Oblivion, the Midlands, and beyond; though he admits his explorations of all these places is far from complete.
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