Posted by AthenRahl
at 03:52 AM on November 24, 2008
So I've made the decision. Why am I going for the New Venture Creation Major diploma through TRU?
Because I'm sick of being looked down on because I "don't know what I'm talking about" and because I haven't completed school. All my closest friends have gone to university or are going to university; heck, my uncle is finishing a PhD for crying out loud!! I'm sick of not making a decision because I'm thinking too much of what other people think I should do, or because it's something I think I might be good at; I want this, because it's something I WANT, not because I think it will give me a steady job or because I think it's "fun". I know I can do this, I've been doing it already for the last 5 F*CKING years with my business plan. I may as well get a f*cking diploma out of it, too, and maybe even a fucking PhD! With this under my belt, maybe the CFDC will take me a hell of a lot more seriously,; hell, maybe everyone will. I'll be able to hang the diploma on the wall and say with pride, "Hell yes, I F*CKING KNOW what the hell I'm talking about!!"
All that matters, that truly matters, is that you have the support and love of your lady. With her beside you, anything is possible and I know you can do great things. You are smarter than people give you credit for but only because you hide it. You show your silly, strange side since its safer and hurts less to be brushed off. <br> <br>Go for it, achieve it and make your life something you can be proud of.
Last night I had a mental breakdown and was put into the hospital for several hours. This morning my lady ended our relationship because of it. I don't know where things will go from here, but I'm still going for that university course.
Things will go up, they always go up. Whether we can see it or not..whether we feel we are going down in truth we're always going up. Through every trial we take a step up, every fall means a step up, every heartache a step up. <br> <br>Go for the course, you're going to succeed. There's nothing standing in your way. I hope your alright, despite all of this and I'm think , every now and then, of you a little each day and sending prayers that your doing better. <br> <br>Keep smiling. Good luck!